It's a valid question and one that no one should feel shame about asking. One of the wonderful attributes of God is that He isn't afraid of our questions. Our searching for God gives Him another chance to put His Glory and His overarching story on display. Besides, this is hardly a new question.
Overwhelming? Yes.
Original? No.
It's the very same question that has bounced around the minds of believers and sceptics for thousands of years.